red tie

the centre uncle fetched me voluntarysince he asked, of course i won't be corteous
so i was in queensbay 
accidentally bumped into ye sales
i don't even know where the peng hua 'ethnocentrism' came from
and i go straight to pcghs's stall which stay at the very last of the stalls
ignoring all those 'promoters' along the way

yea, i bought a hairband which cost me rm6
and this is something kinda spooky for i had laughed at my friend unintentionally when she bought a rm5 hairband yesterday and they supposed to be at one-fifth of the price
woops
 spooky?
hahahahaaaaa






by looking at those so-much-'energized' and passionate juniors
had just reminded me, yea, i was a young enterprisian TOO
i still can fold roses now actually 
i don't think i can ever manage to forget the way
remember those roses-phobia
hahah

then i was thinking, how come those faces not that i-saw-before familiar?
i thought it was one year ago only
NO.
it had already been two years
and i have 'generation gap' to juniors?
i dont familiar with their faces
i mean i hardly can remember their faces
okay
and yes,
we were once that passionate too
*claps
though i think our year's product were way much greater than this year's
no offence!!
just that im suddenly feel proud of our creativities and productivties
(despite those difficulties)
herm.

and yea,
it's two years ago when it was us standing right there wearing prefect's coat
and after that, i was wondering,
have anyone or a single pcghs member recognized that 'kinda old' red-tied long-sleeved and once in black short hair, 
me?
i wasn't been perasaan
i remember when i went back pcghs and met counseling teacher for college stuffs,
someone (student) knocked the counseling room's door
and her face expression was like,
hey, um, you seem familiar?
then she looked at me, i mean stared quite a while
then she asked
you were a traffic (warden)?
then it's my turn to be shocked
wow?
there was someone really can recognize me?!
um
okay, im being perasaan now
hahahahaaaa
actually i think it's because red ties are kinda a quite-obvious significance
with special-catch-eyes striking colour and lesser members than most of the badan perkhidmatans
and they look kinda yeng too? XD
and OF COURSE

most probably is because of
this:
people see us standing there in banana coat, waving our hands for cars' and students' stop-or-go sign, and always stopping them from dashing across the road when the traffic light turned red AND jotting down those late to school people's name then put them in risk of being demerit, prevent them from going out from school to 'lepak', and bla bla

yea
maybe that's why they can remember us

HATRED?

yes
MAYBE

and in huge possibilities


ps: i still have my cute red tie laying nicely in  a cute box