Whatever It Is

Today is exactly two weeks after the tsunami disturbance.

And yes, two weeks just passed like this.

I can't even remember what have I did this sem break,

So lifeless and stuff-les,

I don't know what I did to my 4weeks precious holiday. 

So sad :(

It should be SOUNDS like rechargings, rests and vacations for further momentum

Lets have some examples.

Eg 1, daily sleeps at dawn and wakes at noon ;

Eg 2, facebook, endless tv shows, daily continuous drama ;

Eg 3, games, autistics and fats

Sounds relaxing and easygoing huh ? ^.^

IT'S actually waste of time and adolescency, stop bluffing yourself

So so bad :(

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Today is the result releasing day (which is like shit), 

And got my timetable (which is like the king of shits),

Suddenly I feel like nothing is better than the shits now.

I can't help but have to surrender,

Because you have been top for too long,

You don't know (i mean FORGOT) how it feels like falling down.

Everybody says you are doing great, 

What to worry about? Hey, you're a FULL scholar!

People envy your performance,

PRAISES.

Dong.

Then you ended up actually believe and thought that you are of their saying,

BUT, in fact you are just overestimating yourself,

Overstating your abilities.

You thought you are still on the way, doing great than ever.

BUT, you will suddenly found out the grievances that probably tears your eyes

Probably in a case like this (status post by an ex schoolmate)

Its like a tradition that every assignment you get, you'll have either-an OKU member/-comatose patient/-Miss in action/-photostat machineor the most famous among all.. -"Mr.I-DID-ALOT-LIAO" (2 lines of double spacing sentence with extra large fonts of 36) :DCollege life is AMAZING! ♥

Yeah, funny yet so TRUE, shooooo muchie amazing you CAN'T stand, 

Will laugh when you read this, will cry when you have did it nearly all alone.

And the worst out of all,

The efforts you paid is NOT equivalence to the turn outs.

The upsets that make you feel desolate,

Because you are losing your directions.

Where is the passion?

Motivation?

Whoever still remember the goals and target set at the very beginning of the first sem?

It's way too easy to say, 

Yeah, imma reset all the mistakes and flaws, everything starts all over like new again, new targets, goals, objectives.

IT'S NOT AS EASY AS IT SEEMS.

*big big sigh

ANYWAYs,

life gonna move on, time gonna keep on tick, 

everything gonna stay ongoing and,

you have no choice at all.

SO,

earth is still on the orbit,

sky isn't falling down,

breathe deep and continue doing the best.

THERE'S ALWAYS A RAINBOW AFTER EVERY POUR

PUT ON A BIG SMILE FOR THE BEST

:D