ASSIGNMENT

CAN I GO BACK TO PENG HUA WHERE ALL OF US ARE IN SAME STANDARD ?
I FEEL SO HELPLESS HERE
:(


TELL ME WHY ????

Another Awesome Me

It just in LESS than two months time
and i had done tooo many stupid foolish things

For an example,


I LOCKED MY CAR KEY TWICE IN MY CAR
because i FORGOT to pull out the key from its HOLE
and my mum to come over to hand me spare key
from an amount of distance 
TWICE
of course it made me guiltier when she doesn't scold me badly
*herm. and of course i didnt hope for that too
DOES it have to be once in a month for things like THIS to happen?
what happened to my brain, god?
-.-

OMG

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS !!!!!!

I LOVE YOU
TARC

i was like, OMG OMG OMG!! what hv i done to myself?!! SAVE meee TT

 

then the days after that, i hate myself so muchhh. GRRRgrgrgrrrrr. rarrrrr. and things like that. i feel lifeless of course. :'(

and when im opening the 'official' page, i can't even wait it to finish loading. i have NO EYE SEE. and i keep on switching the tab. lol, i know

when it FINISHED loading, my heart condition is nothing better than this. *pound pound pound* omg omg

OPENED my eyes. OH YEAH!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! xp

MUAH MUAH MUAH

XD

:DDD

CHLORINE

CH35 ?
i still remember the chemical formula i think
not bad uh?
hahahahah


i drank LOTs and LOTs of chlorine water today
how clumsy am i
:(

because i accidentally fell into a big big, i mean HUGE bucket of, um, diluted chlorine
i know u're curious about how huge is it
hmm
not really big la
just about an olympic size bucket
not really big right?

im seriously freaking exh-a-u-sted right now
with some diz-z-y in my head
and whole stomach full of chlorine
and running nose
and probably sour arms and legs for tomorrow
BUT
i've seriously really really enjoyed it
nothing too much
just like i feel like alive again, i mean ,
REVIVED.

thank god.

PHEW

OH DEAR

I FOUND YOU BACK

FINALLY

HOW COULD I FORGOT ABOUT YOU?

please forgive me 

please forgive me

i wont do that again

i swear

so lay back down in your file

socks box isnt a good place for you

though i dont know whether you are still important to me

but still

thanks for getting back by my side

phew

but

how could i ever LOST you ?!

spm result

-.-

damn

you have kick the shit out of me,
my dear

how could i sit for my mid sem in few more days?

kill me please someone

who told you to pick up this darn subject? stupid



damn it

roar
:c

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im LOVIN it

part one 

there was a session called 'program bual mesra dengan pelajar ktar pp' today
and guess what?
it's sort of fun!!
haha
it's something like groups of student gathered and give opinion about our govrn
how cool is it?
criticize our cuteee govrn without any penalization
xp
of course im not that kind of ppl that wil join program like this
but there was some timing problem that im 'forced' to join
and it was thought to be a very boring and tiring program
like, who cares what govrn did? and they even cares how we feel?
whatever
the point is, it was so GREAT!
never in anyone's expectation
i guess

I HAVE NEVER LAUGH LIKE THAT SINCE HIGH SCHOOL LIFE ENDED

those ppl are so funny
as in not that their personality is funny
it's like the way they talk is so amusing and certainly make you laugh like 'WTH?'
they are so good in speaking that i nearly cant catch what they said
and the point is, they are MALAYs and INDIANs. lol
did i said i hate malays? okay for the moment, it had become 'part of the malays' ONLY
it's my so so first time to mix with so called 'multi-racial' human beings
they can never stop talking
like
they can just talk about anything!
and anything from them is just so funny diverting and amusing
and everybody just laugh like gone insane!

but

hey
they just reminded me how great was my high school life
all 'ducks' gathered in a corner and chat about everything
you pointed it, we had talked about it

missed those days
:c

part two

went to hc college
for a bored-you-to-death campaign
and
made a conclusion
after we went tarc: pcghs is the best.
after we went hc: tarc isn't that bad, in fact, it's GREAT.
no offence
if you get what i mean
xp
and the most happy thing is that
i brought my swimsuit home!!
i thought i wont get it today
but guess what?
i bought all of them
a pair of goggles, a swimming cap, and a two pieces swimsuit

i love ma swimsuit!
it's like rainbow colours in stripes
and a turquoise goggles
of course, a black swimming cap
xp


dont have a great proportioned body?

WHO cares?

im wearing it, not you.



i can smell the olympic size pool now

hmmmmmmmmmm

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .

WHY ????????!!!
WHY IM STILL SO STIM ??
is there someone who have to redo her assignment four times???
how could it be?
YES
it could happen on someone
u know who is that

u just KNOW it
though just redo some part of it
BUT
why still so many mistakes
why still so careless
why never seen improvement
why cant communicate with others
why??
are you an alien?

HEY
YOU're NOT in high school anymore
no one is THERE to remind you about anything
ANYTHING
or i should say EVERYTHING

dont depend on others

dont depend on others 

dont depend on others 

dont depend on others 

dont depend on others 

dont depend on others 

dont depend on others 

never ever do that again
never EVER
cause no one is there for you anymore

and THANKS
you makes me realize that im not-high-EQ-ed
I STILL HAVE MY TEMPER
ishhhhhhh
ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ISHHHHHHHHHH

im sorry but why are you so annoying?!!
no offence
:c
i really really really missed high school life a lot
i mean
A LOT

can you get me!?

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that's better
lol

What a day

slept tight and had sweet sweet dreams yesterday night

i aren't feeling any excitements or scare

the day is great

everything is so fine

WELL

that's a joke

woke up couples of time 

thunders, then electricity short circuit, 

then lovely neighbour pray through mic so so sincerely 

so great

next,

forgot to pass up forms,

boring speeches,

cold ice breaking,

delayed orientation day,

and three days after this were shifted an hour earlier 

and seems like it's gonna end in delay

anyway

the point is i have no enough sleep

so tired and exhausted

sigh

much more efforts needed

much more things to cope with

and a much much more strange and fresh world awaits

there'll be a better day after the sunset

hopefully

:(

xoxo