can u hear me?
seriously,
i missed you.
you,
you, you,
and also you.
i missed you sitting at my left waking me up every morning
i missed you always lending me your homeworks, stationeries, and everything
i missed you sharing the da dan package in pcghs
i missed you calling me tong zhuo even though i have no idea how we started that
i missed you walking beside me and we were always arms in arms
i missed you cutting my hair in toilet before checking
i missed you brought sweets to school just in case of those hypnotizing subject
i missed we chit chat at the last row in physics class
i missed we hang out to gurney after school watching countless movies, and im still sorry about that "when in rome"
i missed we sleeping together with chabos on floormat
i missed we can chat about anything, i mean everything
i missed we can also say nothing, arms in arms without any gang ga-ness
i missed so much of you
it's a 'much' because it's countless for everything we have gone through
and i still missed all of them
and you
i missed you calling me endlessly just to comfort me
i missed you always listened to my issues
i missed you telling me your hidden feelings
i missed you telling me all your stories, those dramatic ones
i missed you always crazy for any stitch we saw
i missed you always so concern about all your friends' trouble
i missed you keep on complaining about your hungry stomach whenever we hang out
i missed your hugs
i missed your smiles
i missed your polka dots jacket
i missed we gossip together in gang
i missed we doing nails in class
i missed we ki siao in redbox
i missed you sang laopo and tears rolling down your cheek
and i missed you so much too
and you
i missed you calling me stick insect
i missed you dutied with me, together with sun and rain
i missed you marched together with me as punishment for ponteng duties
i missed you brought pastas, cakes, and anything from your house and share with the gang
i missed we siao on those scramble egg bread cooked by different ppl with diff taste and texture
i missed we eating abang's burger in 7-11 before going to lch tuition
i missed we conteng-ed each other tuition paper with drawings and endless sentences
i missed we hang out after school to gurney and always run back to school in rush just to duty, yea, almost everytime just like a curse
i missed we gone for mall-hoppings from queensbay to prangin, first avenue to gurney, all by rapid
i missed we sharing shi lin xxl chicken in rapid and so regret that we so tam xin bought twoof it and cant finish them
i missed the juannie and jitne, jit-neh
and also you
i missed you fetching me go everywhere
i missed you talked your heart with me
i missed beach is your favourite place
i missed you met me several times even though we didn't plan any of it
i missed you having so much mo qi with me that will probably jealous by others
i missed you texted me just before i pressed the send button, it's about that mo qi
i missed we have so many things in common yet still different in some way
i missed you as my friend, one of the close ones,
or should be a good good friend
all of you(s)
i am missing
and always missing
and will be still missing
stay in my memory, please
i forgot things easily
but that will never be any of you(s)
thanks for filling up my life's missing puzzle pieces
