The Start of Something New

Livin' in my own worldDidn't understand, That anything can happen,When you take a chance.I never believed in,What I couldn't see.I never opened my heart, to all the possibilities.I know, that something has changed.Never felt this way, right here tonightThis could be the start of something new,it feels so right to be here with you.And now lookin' in your eyes, I feel in my heart, the start of something new.Now who would of ever thought that, we'd both be here tonight.And the world looks so much brighter (brighter, brighter), with you by my sideI know that something has changed, Never felt this way.I know if we're real, This could be the start of something newIt feels so right to be here with you. And now lookin' in your eyes I feel in my heart, the start of something new.I never knew that it could happen until it happened to me! ohh yerI didn't know it before, but now its easy to seeIts the start of something new, It feels so right to be here with you, oohh.And now lookin' in your eyes I feel in my heartThat its the start of something new, it feels so right to be here with you, oohh.
And now lookin' in your eyes, I feel in my heart, the start of something new

          :)

chocolate-licious

chocolate makes you happy
chocolate cures your sadnesses
but then you'll have to go to doctor to cure your sore throat-cough-flu-nesses

YET
chocolate still is LOVE   :D
*yummmm

that's how my sexy voice came from. herm.



ps: i had been drinking each a cup's CHOCOLATE oreo ice-blended three days straight + eating chocolate bars from my colleagues' friends for three days straight TOO
pps: rmb spm's malay essay's ringkasan? CHOCOLATE brings goodnesses.

what's going on

these are accumulated, due to my lazyness, oops :o
so they have been hidden for so long :o

and they should have came out by now :D

three weeks ago, friday
we went to FRUUZE @ straits quay
i love frozen yogurt!!! :D
then we have no place to go, and that's it, gurney.
secret recipe's carrot cake, someone told me it was very nice
human's taste buds arent that similar D:

FRUUUUUUZE ! *sluuurp

it just looks so harmony :D

it should be a good place to study too, at the green sofa there, and there is only few customers on weekdays, only if im willing to pay the bill every week here. D:

chocolate yogurt with oreos and mango yogurt with chocolate; seleng's and mine :D

ouh. and look, by a professional photographer. HERM *puke

and there was a vase of champagne roses there, and it is a blur. :( (ps: it did reminded me of the ribbon-done-rose)

say FRUUUZE! :D

toys r us. so cuteee. the bear? im saying both kay! hee :D

carrot cake, i'd love that top layer of cheese. :)

on the same day, it's my little cousin's birthday
she's only one year olds, little tiger pincess :D

happy birthday again :D

buffet style = eat all you can :D

snake and lion on sandwiches, im a vegetarian :D

rainbow fruits stick! aw this is so cute.

she's tiger baby, a tiger year baby :D

cupcakes anyone?

her pressies :D

the tiger princess. i love you, you love me, we are happy (tiger) family :D

my sister and another little cousin. and yes, no doubt please, that's my sis.

grandma and the monkeys :D

two weeks ago, thursday
we paid a visit to Dari-Dari again, for the 'sake of study' :D
(actually i lost my h.e notes, and seleng lent me hers, and thats where i copied my whole set of notes all over again which is 50 plus paged, and seleng was trying hard to revise her econs and not being disturbed by meee. lol. -.-)

this is caramel machiato, seleng's love :D

and this is mine, kinda artistic caffe mocha (things always look better than they really taste like, sigh)

and there, the prove. im so sad to say goodbye to my ex-colourful notes, now what im having is only black and white ones. :(

two weeks ago, friday

i was by the beach again,
what im saying? i am there everyday, lol
but i finally feel like studying!
um, that should be a '?' instead of '!'
that's what i have done
there is an one-sided-eye on the top right and too bad i didnt take any photo of it,
next time :)

i drew this. then i asked my classmates the next day and no one believe it. :(

have a closer look. i should have taken design course instead of accountancy right? just kidding :((

one week ago, wednesday
there was a crowd in gymnasium, at least seven ppl inside it i think
and all the equipment are fully occupied, sigh
then we have no idea where to continue our day :(
since we planned to sweat for that day,
why not youth's park?
um, at least we can jog right.
(actually we didnt because it rained, god says: rest for today)

yes, we jog here. LOL. feel like being a kid again? :(

my leg's skin colour doesnt fit with my hand's. aw

what you read there? i read: kanak-kanak 12 tahun ke atas :D

i was at top of the..steel? there was a spider in front of me. it was near the second yellow paint dot counted from the right, can you SEE it? it JUMPED on my phone and almost get me unbalanced, phew. ps: i didnt scream :D

aw. seleng, you look so tall! :D

three days ago

i went to my beach and i did this to my nails
french on my fingers and shatter on my toes
of course i cant do this,
my mom's friend, auntie molly did it :D

the black shatter is kinda yeng, i should have picked red as the base D:

i done it by the beach, proven. :D

 the end, temporarily

Workout

first time went to gymnasium
and i seemed so sampat keeping on touching here playing there
haha. can't blame, too curious xp
though it's small, it is considered 'small birds with five organs '
lol. if you can get me. hee
sweating makes you feel great, it gave some kind of satisfactory


like when you have to grasp for air, you know you did alive



though the olympic size swimming pool will get more priority
hee. guess i have to get a new swimsuit SOON


will visit you soon my dear
both of you
C:

missing you(s)

hey,
can u hear me?
seriously,
i missed you.
you,
you, you,
and also you.

i missed you sitting at my left waking me up every morning
i missed you always lending me your homeworks, stationeries, and everything
i missed you sharing the da dan package in pcghs
i missed you calling me tong zhuo even though i have no idea how we started that
i missed you walking beside me and we were always arms in arms
i missed you cutting my hair in toilet before checking
i missed you brought sweets to school just in case of those hypnotizing subject
i missed we chit chat at the last row in physics class
i missed we hang out to gurney after school watching countless movies, and im still sorry about that "when in rome"
i missed we sleeping together with chabos on floormat
i missed we can chat about anything, i mean everything
i missed we can also say nothing, arms in arms without any gang ga-ness
i missed so much of you
it's a 'much' because it's countless for everything we have gone through
and i still missed all of them

and you

i missed you calling me endlessly just to comfort me

i missed you always listened to my issues

i missed you telling me your hidden feelings

i missed you telling me all your stories, those dramatic ones

i missed you always crazy for any stitch we saw

i missed you always so concern about all your friends' trouble

i missed you keep on complaining about your hungry stomach whenever we hang out

i missed your hugs

i missed your smiles

i missed your polka dots jacket

i missed we gossip together in gang

i missed we doing nails in class

i missed we ki siao in redbox

i missed you sang laopo and tears rolling down your cheek

and i missed you so much too

and you
i missed you calling me stick insect
i missed you dutied with me, together with sun and rain
i missed you marched together with me as punishment for ponteng duties
i missed you brought pastas, cakes, and anything from your house and share with the gang
i missed we siao on those scramble egg bread cooked by different ppl with diff taste and texture
i missed we eating abang's burger in 7-11 before going to lch tuition
i missed we conteng-ed each other tuition paper with drawings and endless sentences
i missed we hang out after school to gurney and always run back to school in rush just to duty, yea, almost everytime just like a curse
i missed we gone for mall-hoppings from queensbay to prangin, first avenue to gurney, all by rapid
i missed we sharing shi lin xxl chicken in rapid and so regret that we so tam xin bought twoof it and cant finish them
i missed the juannie and jitne, jit-neh

and also you
i missed you fetching me go everywhere
i missed you talked your heart with me
i missed beach is your favourite place
i missed you met me several times even though we didn't plan any of it
i missed you having so much mo qi with me that will probably jealous by others
i missed you texted me just before i pressed the send button, it's about that mo qi 
i missed we have so many things in common yet still different in some way
i missed you as my friend, one of the close ones,
or should be a good good friend

all of you(s)
i am missing
and always missing
and will be still missing
stay in my memory, please
i forgot things easily
but that will never be any of you(s)
thanks for filling up my life's missing puzzle pieces

Happy Mama's Day

a little pressie from me, mum

chocolate indulgence from Secret Recipe

this little simple and not-nice-looking cake cost all my current property
:(
but still, i feel nothing unworthy
mummy
u  ARE  worth anything, i mean everything
haha
i can't buy u any BONIA, GUCCI or PRADA
maybe ten years later i will buy u dozens of them xp
hahah
it's only 'maybe' la, depends how the fate lead me to
:)

this is after car practical in the morning
i went gurney's secret recipe
picked this up
and carried it all the way back with rapid
this has nothing so special actually
it's just something for you
i won't say something nauseating
or i should say, i don't know how to speak them
haha

Happy Mama's Day

xoxo