幸运草 ?

最近身边发生了一些不愉快的事

什么事？

就是很多的琐碎琐碎堆积的烦人事

家里，学校，朋友，学业

开始问自己，为什么人家这样，为什么我这样

人家有梦追，大大咧咧地追

我也有梦，但我当缩头乌龟， 我力不从心

人家学崖缤纷精彩，我十年如一

人家环游世界，我槟城人连槟城都不会走

很可怜吧

虽然是很羡慕，但打开双眼发现

我也没这么可怜啦

其实我们都是幸运的

最近我看见了很多不一样的人生

我看见

一个同胞家庭，6个成员，月收入1千左右

月供车款600，保险，一餐只有一种菜肴

2个孩子在小学阶段求学

跟老板借薪不成

怎么活？

另一个中年同胞，

父母纷纷去世，剩下自己单身和弟弟和家庭

还有政府赔偿的2间组屋

弟弟私吞组屋，瞧不起他赶他出家门

变卖1间，自己家庭住一间

同胞无谓争家产，沦为流浪汉

露宿海边亭子，招客人玩水上游戏为生

偶尔做做杂工，吸吸毒

再一小孩，一岁多的孩子

跟着父母露宿外头，睡的是装电视机的纸箱

一岁多的孩子，还不会叫爸爸

因为根本没有人教他

一岁多的孩子，他会捡铝罐给母亲，拿到她面前踩扁

因为他每天学到的就是跟母亲到处捡铝罐

如果有一天，他见到一叠钞票和一个铝罐

猜猜吧 他捡哪样？

我听说他牛奶喝不完，隔天就喝冷牛奶

而且很出奇的，他并没有像其他小孩闹肚子

仿佛身体早已预备面对这样的生活

平时见他趴趴走，就一个人玩，不哭也不闹

想想吧

一岁的我们都在做什么？

其实有没有好奇为什么他们生活如此艰辛？

原因很简单，

其实他们本来住在租来的房子，后来好像被赶了出来

好像是因为没钱交租

我相信与后者有关

那小孩的父母都吸毒

我只能说那孩子很不幸，非常不幸
如此乖巧的孩子，只因为出生在这样的环境
就这样拖累了他的一生
我妈说这是他前世欠的债，注定这世还
他出生的那一天，因为来不及赶到医院
就在公厕里来到残忍的世界


想回我们自己吧
我们经常在问为什么世界是如此的不公平
为什么别人含着金汤匙出生，一辈子无忧无虑
为什么别人比我们过的好
为什么我们必须妥协

想想吧
自己是多么的幸运
我们拥有了许多人没有的幸福家庭
一辈子疼爱我们的父母
永远不会背叛我们的家人
一起共患难的朋友
别人垂涎求学上学的机会
很多人缺少的日常最最基本的需求
很多人每天只求的三餐温饱

我们丰衣足食，有瓦遮头

已经赢过胜过很多很多很多人了

不是我突然间变得如此感性
而是突然醒觉
我其实拥有太多了
只是一直身在福中不知福

你也一样吗？

The Start of Something New

Livin' in my own worldDidn't understand, That anything can happen,When you take a chance.I never believed in,What I couldn't see.I never opened my heart, to all the possibilities.I know, that something has changed.Never felt this way, right here tonightThis could be the start of something new,it feels so right to be here with you.And now lookin' in your eyes, I feel in my heart, the start of something new.Now who would of ever thought that, we'd both be here tonight.And the world looks so much brighter (brighter, brighter), with you by my sideI know that something has changed, Never felt this way.I know if we're real, This could be the start of something newIt feels so right to be here with you. And now lookin' in your eyes I feel in my heart, the start of something new.I never knew that it could happen until it happened to me! ohh yerI didn't know it before, but now its easy to seeIts the start of something new, It feels so right to be here with you, oohh.And now lookin' in your eyes I feel in my heartThat its the start of something new, it feels so right to be here with you, oohh.
And now lookin' in your eyes, I feel in my heart, the start of something new

          :)

my acer

inside

side

print screen

and it's MINE! xp

im proud to be a rational buyer

i almost bought a sony vaio

RATIONAL

h

xp

and then i picked this in the end

i don't really like blue

but it's the only colour available

the salesman said, this is the new trend and all new models are in blue too

sigh

why not white?

HOT PINK?

:c

it's Aspire Timeline 4830TG

• Intel Core i5-2410M
• Windows 7 Premium
• 2.3GHz with turbo boost  up to 2.9GHz
• NVIDIA GeForce GT 540M
• 14.0" HD LED LCD
• 4 GB DDR3 Memory
• 640 GB HDD
• 8 hours great battery life (this is quite attractive, normal notebook only with 6hours)

what else?

erm

ultra thin, though it's still heavy for me to carry to college

Dolby Home Theater system, will be having great effect once connected to home theater (too bad i have none of it)

what else??

great performance, of course it's great, it had NVIDIA. lol

and most important

4years warranty!!

quite a long period right?

but of course i have to pay extra for this la

and it's still WORTH 

xp

Happy Mama's Day

a little pressie from me, mum

chocolate indulgence from Secret Recipe

this little simple and not-nice-looking cake cost all my current property
:(
but still, i feel nothing unworthy
mummy
u  ARE  worth anything, i mean everything
haha
i can't buy u any BONIA, GUCCI or PRADA
maybe ten years later i will buy u dozens of them xp
hahah
it's only 'maybe' la, depends how the fate lead me to
:)

this is after car practical in the morning
i went gurney's secret recipe
picked this up
and carried it all the way back with rapid
this has nothing so special actually
it's just something for you
i won't say something nauseating
or i should say, i don't know how to speak them
haha

Happy Mama's Day

xoxo